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what a month for march.. just a quick blog, i miss typing on my blogs. i miss having random thoughts on experiences that just came to me or passed me by and writing about it.

i haven't had an opportunity to make time to compose a blog cause of my lack internet connection. the mid test week is here and it's a lot of work for any students in UI. as for me being me, i'm doing alright most of the times. other times could be overwhelming. and it's getting so hard to wake up early morning with a powerful wind brzzt and okay okay as of right now, it's a very good idea to go to bed before a long day tomorrow and have a good night ♥

always with the webcam woes

i have the worst luck with webcams. my last few were actually pretty damn sweet, but their deaths and the aftermaths have been just awful.a few weeks ago, I turned on my webcam and had a couple strange blinking lines going across the light. after messing with settings, i found that they would only go away if i turned the brightness all the way up. it really wasn't so bad, and i got used to it pretty fast. then, one day, everything went black. turning it off and on a few times seemed to fix it but after that, it would go black at random times, usually when video calling. to fix it, i'd have to turn it off, count to 30, and turn it back on. very inconvenient errmmm

so... today i went to ambasador mall searching for a replacement and i got it.. my new webcam :D

major fever

so i made it home saturday night, just in time.. yeah i got sick. some fever thing wasn't pretty. i started getting sick friday. noticed a scratchy throat, that turned into major headache that somehow warped into a fever. as my headache began to clear. i noticed that i was feeling tingling around my nose, i was very dizzy and light headed even though my fever had passed. my mom did some research on the new meds my allergist put me on for.. well allergies, and determined i was having some pretty serious side effect from one of the pills errmm thingy. i stopped taking the pill which seemed to make me worse.

garage sale

this friday and saturday we will be having a garage sale!!! me and amanda will be running it!
from zara, (x)s.m.l, mango, junkfood etcetera-etcetera
we would love you to see and buy stuff, better yet you could see
and have fun. since you are all my peeps all let you in on a secret, if you order on sunday everything will be hella cheaper. we may even give you free lovely hand made canvas bag! for those of you who dont remember about our earth getting warmer
please take a look and feel free to ask us at aliaganni@hotmail.com
if you need directions let me know!!! come on we have so much crap!!

is this for real?

guessing it's just no use trashing junk but wait! i got a letter from australian embassy about application and requirements!! and it makes me feel like dancing on the moon.

Dear Lia:
You've got the grades. You've certainly got the PSAT score. And now got a E-mail
from us. Maybe you're suprised. Most students would be.

But you're not most students. And that's exactly why I urge you to consider
carefully one of the most selective universities in Australia

The level of potential reflected in your performance is a powerful indicator
that you might well be an excellent candidate for ADS. It certainly got my attention!

It may surprise you we offer economy major fields (perhaps the best program in the country)

Send us your wishing letter, essay, IELTS score, guaranteed admission and full scholarship to increase your chance
of being selected by us.


Sincerely,

Gerard Michael

three fucking words

you know i love you..


if there were three words to describe how i feel, it would be 'I love You' and i don't care, i really do.

picture taken by: timmellya, my sweet hungarian friend. köszönhetően az ezen a képen :)

crushed

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry and finally found that one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you?

all i really feel is the sick all over in my belly, it's the last thing i feel when i go to sleep. is this feeling gonna get better? i hate this feeling huhuhu. why everything have to be so hard all the time? deeply.

whispering you

my dear arif, i love you...

want you to know

i want you to know you make me happy
i want you to know you make me sad
i want you to know you make me happy
you were the best thing that i ever had.
(freelance hellraiser - want you to know)

finally

happy new year, i'm so happy right now. arif will come home around january and i'm so so so excited, i can't wait to see him again. something i've been dreaming about and hoping for and wishing for a year :D

and i love you, i love you, i love you.

big hug xx